Happy New Year

As the year ends & A new dawn begins, I thank you Almighty, For all you have done. For the bigger family, For the timely celebrations and The same year of 'untimely' sorrows, For the addition of friends, Of whom some are real "cool", For the deletion of loved ones, Of whom some some were missed & grieved a lot, For solving a big puzzle, And for my entry in the new one, For my 'Home coming' & The fight before ,not to forget the grief of the 'Lost years'.. For the 'super heroes', My new role models, For the life I dream, An action packed one,& For d aversion towards things any lesser, LORD u have made me, A lover, a forgiver, A dreamer, a fighter, And as I wait on u, I know ,there's a lot in me, U want to mould, So here I am LORD, In you hands find refuge, Coz there's no one, A potter as good as you.

LUV SONG

"In Moments like this, I Sing out a song...I Sing out a LUV song to JESUS..." I guess u all who have spent a lot of time in church or know fair number of worship songs would know this song.. Humming this song one night during my work,Suddenly it stuck my mind that it's not the best moment to sing this song.The reason,I felt all alone, stranded somewhere in the middle of my life having no or very less hope for my future and nobody to cling to for support.I'v been there and I know how it feels when our mind is gripped by these thoughts. But still,somewhere deep inside I felt gratitude that my life is not so bad,as it could have been.I am thankful that in all these circumstances I still have some hope left in HIM,who I know makes all things beautiful..In HIS time..I know the one who turns bitter water sweet.And when I imagined HIS abounding grace for the worst sinner (that's ME)in this world,I felt so stupid,when I thought this moment is not worth it. Friends, have you seen a sea and have you ever heard it's silence,if yes you would also know that the sea is most silent just before a High tide hits the bank. Yeah,I know now that this is the best moment of my life.And now I've learnt to love this calmness,this silence,these failures,those moments when nothing goes according to my plans coz when I see my life as still as sea,I know and I can see through my eyes of faith,a large tide ready to drench me,ready to turn my right side up :)ready to let me drown once again in HIS love. "In this moment of Nowhereness,do I find him working for my whereabouts" So summing up, I know a DAWN, I see it from a distance, and that's why i luv this night, coz if it hadn't been this dark a night, Wouldn't get lost up in this beauty at sight.. And now Am all ready to embrace,that what my saviour has for me prepared. Have you ever had similar experiences,do share,and remember HE has already promised in Jeremiah 29:11- For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. So go on.. and sing out a LOVE SONG to HIM to JESUS the LOVER of your soul.

In Vain..

In Vain,In Vain the life goes by
In vain In Vain we shout n cry
In vain are d plannings n d cries
In vain are all those pains,
Coz this remains, unless the lord be with us
EVERYTHING indeed In Vain...

In vain were the tears,
In Vain were the fears,
In vain were your assets mere,
coz this remains, unless the Lord b wit us
EVERYTHING indeed In Vain

those sleepless nights,
those early days,
those different relations,
those different ways,
the love,the hatred,
the gloom,the laughter,
the pride,the ego,
the fight,the foe
Coz this remains forever,
unless the LORD builds,
EVERYTHING INDEED IS IN VAIN....